I can’t cope

[rav3n]

ohh i haven't been to the blue mountains before! snow is pretty, just wish it didn't feel wet either! working while it's snowing doesn't sound ideal either, but glad it's not as annoying as frost to get rid off. @Captain24 

aww haha that's so cute!! rabbits are definitely smarter than they get credit for. and very cheeky and clumsy at times too.

hope your Friday's started off okay? 

[Captain24]

Hey @rav3n 

My morning was ridiculous. It was -5.1 feels like -8.9. I am so over this cold weather. It’s just miserable to be so cold. The only thing is the days are nice and sunny though. 

I just got home from work and am heading straight for the shower. It’s so cold. 

[Captain24]

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I am so down. The weather is really getting to me. It’s in the minuses already and it’s just after 8. I’ve got nothing to give the word ‘depleted’ really fits. I can’t even remember half of the day today. I feel like I just can’t go to work. I have to but just don’t want to. I don’t want to face the world. 

[Captain24]

Sorry for doing the wrong thing. I’ll just go to bed

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 , You okay? Sorry, I've just popped in. I've been chasing my tail tonight.

Hope you are okay.

[tyme]

Also, what do you mean you've done the wrong thing @Captain24 ?

[Captain24]

No im not ok @tyme. Not even a little bit. I don’t know how to be recovery focussed. I’ve had a hot shower and a warm dinner and gotten into bed. That’s all I’ve got. 

You put a spoiler box over my last post so I must have said something wrong. I don’t even know what I did. 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 , No no, it's not 'wrong'. The spoiler tag was added so people get to choose whether they feel up to reading content that is a big heavier.

I'm sorry things are so hard for you. Is it that you are tired after work?

[Captain24]

Yeah. I’m tired really tired. Exhausted. Drained.  @tyme but the weather is really affecting me. It hasn’t been this cold for years and even then it didn’t go on for so long. Just random nights. This is every night, well morning actually. I can handle -1 or -2 but constantly being -4 and worse is too much. I didn’t even see the sun today until sometime after 1 I think. I know o was in the training room in the morning but I don’t remember what I did or what time I finished. 

I just tried 5 things and it felt like too much pressure. 

[tyme]

Did the hot shower defrost you at all? @Captain24 

You sound exhausted. And you have 2 more nights, right?

We had sunshine here today, so it helps. I was even in short sleeves.

Sounds like so much is going on for you right now.

Even with the 5 things task, if it's too much, as least you gave it a go.