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[Shaz51]

Ohh sorry to hear that My @BlueBay 

I was wondering how your day was going xxxxxxxxx

[FloatingFeather]

Hi @BlueBay,

It's FloatingFeather. Everything okay?

I'm sorry you're not feeling well.

Big hugs 

[BlueBay]

Sorry I didn’t reply 

I fell asleep

i feel not good 

have bp monitor on 

but feel horrible 

tired really bad no energy 

everything is an effort 

feel nauseous too 

@FloatingFeather @Shaz51 xxxx

[FloatingFeather]

I'm sorry to read that you aren't feeling well @BlueBay. Is someone home with you now?

Please rest up and reach out if you need to chat. I really do hope you feel better soon.

Big hugs,

FloatingFeather

[BlueBay]

Hubby and son home @FloatingFeather 

early bed tonight 

I’m exhausted  

I'm nauseous 

heart is racing at times 

@Shaz51 

[Shaz51]

Sitting with you my sister @BlueBay and listening to you xoxo o x 

[BlueBay]

@Shaz51 have you had a 24 hr monitor before. OMG it’s going up so high that it feels my arm is going to split. The pain is terrible. 
i called my drs and the receptionist said to keep on as long as possible and take off if I can’t handle the pain. 
it’s only painful when it inflates. 

[BlueBay]

i am having a really bad day emotionally, physically and mentally

i want to run away 

i want to disappear

too many triggers, memories and no validation

i want to go 

[BlueBay]

Wish I could just go forever

life is too hard 

pls someone just let me go 

hurting so much 

[tyme]

Hello @BlueBay ,

I hear you. I hear it hurts. I hear the pain. I hear you feel you want out.

Your emotional self is hurting and in pain.

I'm sitting with you through this hurt. I have sat in a similar space, many times. It was painful to sit with, yet I knew the pain would pass.

The dark cloud hovers, but it will soon blow away.

I'm here with you my dear @BlueBay . 

And I forgot to ask last week, how was the visit of Little A?

Remember if you can speak to someone if you feel you need some more immediate support about how you are currently feeling:

Lifeline: 13 11 14

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467

If in immediate danger: 000 

Hugs, tyme