Riding a wave

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Former-Member I just saw you floating around Forum Land. Can you please check in here on the ocean? Whoever was moderating last night must be H2O intolerant because they didn't respond to my request for a check-in. I am still super missing CherryBomb and now I'm missing NikNik too, even though I keep telling myself she will be back super soon. I super hate change. I super wish routines could always stay the same forever.

[Former-Member]

Evening @Phoenix_Rising, I'm here for a while tonight. I'm busy writing a post about my yoga class today! Watch that space 

Yeah, I miss them too, and NikNik will definitely return! Routines are really hard to adjust when they keep us safe and secure and wrapped up nicely....

On a side-but-related note (in a way) I saw your surprise trip on the ferry today was a change-up for you? It sounded absolutely glorious, I wish I could be in beautiful Sydney right now....

Have a good rest Phoenix 

[Former-Member]

I'm just adding around watching that amazing moon @Phoenix_Rising. Here with you too. 🐢💐

[Former-Member]

Oops that was supposed to be paddling. Not sure what I'd be adding in the ocean in the dark. There's only one moon, nothing to add there. 😝

[Phoenix_Rising]

Super big thank you for checking in @Former-Member and @Former-Member. I am slooooowly moving through the grief around CherryBomb and I no longer seek a check in EVERY night...but then when I do ask for one and it gets ignored, that makes a muddle.

Routine definitely makes me feel calm, and everything still feels all wrong since CherryBomb left and there is no longer that consistency of it being either her or NikNik around in the evenings.

Yep, my day in the city was super cool @Former-Member. I'm not sure where you are located, but Sydney was super sunny today.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Sounded wonderful @Phoenix_Rising ...... 💜🐢

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Former-Member are you around? I am feeling super anxious about seeing therapist-take-eleven next week and I super want a tiny turtle hug. If you are around may I please have a tiny turtle hug???

[Faith-and-Hope]

💕🐢 @Phoenix_Rising .....

[Former-Member]

Hi @Phoenix_Rising 🙂

Sorry @Former-Member is busy at the moment but I am here.

I'm here with you, happy to deliver tiny turtle hugs if needed 🙂

Sounds like you have found a potential new therapist, sorry I'm a bit behind 😉

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Former-Member can you deliver a tiny turtle hug from Lunar? Do I do hugs by proxy, I am not too sure about that??? Yep I have made an appointment with a psychologist but I don't have a great feeling about her after speaking with her. However, I am testing the theory that I DID have a good feeling about each of my failed attempts and it wasn't a good indicator of success so I am trying to approach this one with an open mind even though the brief phone call with her left me feeling icky. 😕