ARCVIC

I am not a religious believer. But I find comfort
In spirit, the true gods are not the ones we might think
But comfort from the dark
A light that we can sense
truth be told my spirit seeks forgiveness
From the hollowness of my grief
I have not done right or wrong
But I have done what I believe
Your sorrow you feel
Is disbelief that others do not seek
The enlightenment that you speak

I struggle with religion yet your words speak to me
I too feel sorow for the children that you speak of.
Mine comes from another place one that is full of pain.

I understand how your feeling as I will explain
my wife is a sufferer of the most unusual things
Her life is but young but her troubles are many

Dealing and coping with so much frustrations at what
She cannot explain
We cannot have children we discovered
More then 10 years ago at the age of 23 that our lives would not be full of our own little reflections

When at 23 you get told these unusual things
they are confronting with lots of disbelief
ridicule and sorrow
When others recieve
the joy

Her body is weakened her mind is getting worse
I find myself seeking knowledge and support

I do not find myself religiously asking
But when everywhere you turn
They signs are loud and clear
Then there is

Something higher than me
In my eyes
everyone has got such devotion to this
and
That

Yet it pains for me
I hope he still hears me when she is asleep
I pray for her to heal
I pray for me to feel
I pray for each and every friend
I pray for the strangers I see in the street
I pray that everyone is looked after amd find what they all seek

I do not seek forgiveness or religion

But everywhere I turn he finds me
My resolve is not religion but spirituality
I like what you write
Happyness
I know you are struggling
Please lord
Find my friend
And help him with everything
Let him know how
To help
To heal

Happyness I hope this makes sense to you as your posts did for me

I apologize if it makes no sense