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โ17-01-2023 09:16 AM
โ17-01-2023 09:16 AM
Re: Making a report on my historical childhood sexual abuse
Hi @BlueBay
Wow, what a big day you had yesterday.
How are you feeling today about it all.
So tough but I think you've done the right thing.
Sending hugs
Hanami
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โ17-01-2023 09:23 AM
โ17-01-2023 09:23 AM
Re: Making a report on my historical childhood sexual abuse
hey @hanami
my feelings this morning are:
scared
anxious
relieved
overwhelmed
I really want to tell someone my story and for them to believe me.
i know i will be a mess, i am now
so i am not sure how i will cope on thursday
i am waiting for my dr to call back to see if i can see him before thursday
i have even emailed my psych to see if i can see her tomorrow
i know on friday i have support from victims of crime support (my case worker) and also seeing my new psychologist friday afternoon
hubby said he will drive me; it's about 45 mins to get there
lots of flashbacks are coming back; details of the abuse
i am scared
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โ17-01-2023 09:29 AM
โ17-01-2023 09:29 AM
Re: Making a report on my historical childhood sexual abuse
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โ17-01-2023 02:46 PM
โ17-01-2023 02:46 PM
Re: Making a report on my historical childhood sexual abuse
@BlueBay you have a lot more strength and courage than I have.
Well done on just getting this far hon. It certainly wouldn't be an easy process to go through.
Here for you through all of this ๐
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โ17-01-2023 03:28 PM
โ17-01-2023 03:28 PM
Re: Making a report on my historical childhood sexual abuse
Thank you for including me in your post
This is an important decision you have made.
I do sincerely hope that you find closure by doing this.
I pray that you will find it brings closure .
Your friend
Hams
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โ17-01-2023 04:30 PM
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โ17-01-2023 05:08 PM
โ17-01-2023 05:08 PM
Re: Making a report on my historical childhood sexual abuse
I had to make a formal complaint about my former psychologist and afterwards, I went and got junk food and phoned my friend and that helped bring me back to earth after the stress of that appointment.
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โ17-01-2023 05:12 PM
โ17-01-2023 05:12 PM
Re: Making a report on my historical childhood sexual abuse
@MDT @Snowie @hanami @Bow @Gwynn @Emelia8 @Shaz51 @FloatingFeather @Eve7 @oceangirl @BPDSurvivor
the tears are flowing
the nerves are kicking in
for i am scared
of what will be
it is the end of one part
and he can never hurt me anymore
for he has gone out of my life
and there won't be any rife
i still can't believe all this has happened to me; abused by 3 different perpertrators
inappropriately touched in primary school while playing at school
stalked and inappropriately touched by a man on a train while going to work
all the above happened to me from the ages of 8-20 yrs old.
why?
how do these sick people get away with it
right now the emotions are huge
i am sitting here and the tears are just coming
i don't know if i can do it
i am scared
what if i don't cope afterwards
i am home alone tonight. no one is home.
flashbacks are horrible. just horrible.
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โ17-01-2023 05:20 PM
โ17-01-2023 05:20 PM
Re: Making a report on my historical childhood sexual abuse
Oh BlueBay, here with you as the past washes over you.
Can you try a grounding exercise?
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โ17-01-2023 05:29 PM
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