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[Fluttershy1]

Thanks @creative_writer - it means a lot, things are rough 

[Jynx]

Yeah it would be devastating @Fluttershy1. Nothing about this situation makes me think that you're a failure, sounds like this is just chance, the cruelty of fate. You are allowed to grieve over this hun, take all the time you need to do so 🫂

[Fluttershy1]

I’m Broken @Jynx - I don’t know how

to feel

[Jynx]

@Fluttershy1 perhaps you're still in shock hun. Just take things one step, one hour at a time yeah? We got you.

I'm off for tonight, be gentle with yourself hun, I'll catch you next time 💜

[Fluttershy1]

Cya @Jynx - thanks for the support, it means a lot! I hate feeling like this 

[Fluttershy1]

@creative_writer @tyme @Shaz51 @Snowie - are any of you around? 

don’t know how to feel? 

[PinkFlamingo]

Hey there dearest @Fluttershy1 🫂🌺💜

im so incredibly sorry to hear what’s happened 😔💜

it’s totally part of this that you’d feel shock, numbness, sadness, stress, and a bunch of other emotions that may come and go… please know that I deeply understand, and have been in this place myself 💜

it’s a strange feeling knowing nothing obvious was wrong, and yet, this happens.. it changes everything, while at the same time, our bodies are going through huge physical and hormonal adjustment, suddenly. 
Gently, I’m sitting with you, holding space in this place where so much is going on throughout body, mind, and emotion 💜🌺🫂

you are a wonderfully unique person that I really have grown to appreciate very much! And you have done so much to make changes for the better. Please know that you’re not by yourself sweetheart - we are here with you 🫂💜🌺🙂

[Snowie]

Hello @Fluttershy1 

I'm so sorry that you have had to go through that and still are going through it.

My heart goes out to you.

Please remember that we are all here for you in anyway that we can be.

Sending so much love and strength to you hon.

Sitting with you through all your pain.

[Fluttershy1]

@Snowie @PinkFlamingo @Jynx @creative_writer @tyme @Shaz51 - I feel like I’ve hit a brick wall, I’m so emotional and moody, I don’t know how to feel, I’m broken into little bits, I’m stressed, I’m depressed, I don’t want to get out of bed. It’s just all to much at the moment. I haven’t even gone to the chemist to get my medication. I don’t even want to be on it at this point of time.

Am safe 

[lavenderhaze]

Hi @Fluttershy1,

I am so sorry to hear about what's happened. It's heavy, and I can only imagine how many emotions must be coming up for you. It's a difficult time and we're all here for you.

Be gentle with yourself ❤️